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Mon, Dec. 31st, 2007, 07:34 pm
malicious_pengy: I know y'all like SVU, but...

Has anyone else here gotten horribly addicted to To Catch a Predator? I don't actually think it's a good show, but I can't stop watching it...

Wed, Dec. 19th, 2007, 09:58 pm
xxxsectomars: (no subject)


Wed, Nov. 21st, 2007, 07:29 am
xxxsectomars: Shrinks Confuse Me

My shrink said that we don't remember our younger years. That we are able to just forget about them. Well I discovered the hard way that is bullshite.

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Trapped like a moth to a flame...

Mon, Nov. 5th, 2007, 05:33 pm
kitralysis: (no subject)

a few days ago i went to the book store and read the new PostSecret book A Lifetime of Secrets cover to cover. within the first few pages is a postcard with a picture of our favourite SVU detectives and it read: i wish Olivia Benson and Eliot Stabler were there to comfort me when i was molested.

that's what made me cry when i was being examined by doctors after one of my assaults. i wished they were there instead. i didn't send in the postcard but i know there are lots of us out there who watch SVU for comfort, among other things. anyway, i thought i'd share that little thing with you. if you get the chance to check out the new PostSecret book i'd recommend it. :)

Sun, Oct. 21st, 2007, 06:52 pm
malicious_pengy: (no subject)

I found a salon I really like. Both hair cuts I've gotten there have been extraordinary, and the stylists are so awesome. Getting my hair cut is one of the most relaxing things I do.

So, I was cheerfully walking home from my biannual hair cut. I'd spent a while in front of the mirror there, but the wind shifted it around a bit, and when I saw my reflection in a window, I realized I'd gotten a haircut almost exactly like this.

Granted, it is my favorite of Olivia's looks, but...I feel weird now.

Tue, Oct. 16th, 2007, 07:34 pm
xxxsectomars: A week later and new blood tests

Okay. Got my blood test results back today.

1st. Lost 5 more pounds.
2nd. Flu shot.

Sugars went from 210 to 109
Kidneys functioning well still.
Liver some liver enzyme was high. Doc concerend.
Something called A1c is high and that concerns him and caused a barage of questions about Blood transfusions, IV drugs, needle pricks, all of which I have had nothing to do with.
Thyroid still just a little out of wack. Rx went up to a full mg.

I am still feeling good!

Fri, Oct. 12th, 2007, 11:06 am
xxxsectomars: Life's a Bitch so when do I get to DIE????!?!?

Okay so I go to visit friend for a week.

End up in the hosptial for 2 weeks.

Have to stay another weekto fly home.

Get home the supposidly "has been cleaned" house is a FUCKING pigsty.

Get a letter dated 10/5/07 but I did not get it until 10/11/07 yet I get 10 days from the date of notice which means I have less that 5 days to clean my house, clean the carpets, and do things here and there.... Read more...Collapse )

Au Revoir.

Tue, Oct. 9th, 2007, 03:45 pm
breakher_down: please

new entry on my page
im at the end of my rope
ready to die

please just go read

im an svu survivor as well
molested at age 11 

Wed, Oct. 3rd, 2007, 02:02 pm
xxxsectomars: A near death experience...

I went to see a friend in Minnesota at the begining of September, I was to stay 7 days.  On the 10th my friend Katie had to call 9-1-1.  I was delerious, didn't know who I was, where I was, etc...  

The paramedics once they got me in ambulance popped me twice with narcan.  A drug for ODers of street drugs to counter act the effects.  It made me worse.  It took them 3 hours to stablize me.  At one point I remember being dropped flat and glancing up at the monitor, my bp had dropped to 70/30, and my sugars were around 40.   I was xrayed ct'ed ultrasounded, dyed, poked, proded, stabbed, etc...  Turns out I had gone into renal failure, my kidneys had shut down in the last day or so and the lithium plus the actoplusmet was killing me, my creatin levels were 14-18 and they are supposed to be 4 or less.  

I remember bits and pieces of the day, finally ending up in a bed somewhere in Regions Hospital.  I don't remember waking up, I don't remember catheter getting put in my neck, and I have no clue that I went through dialysis  times in three days.  When I was finally lucid again the endo that saw me in hospital said that with my kidney history that actosplusmet or metformin in any form should NEVER have been given to me. 

They changed me over to glipizide, its working wonders, I'm on a strickt renal/diabetic diet and was finally able to fly home (from minn back tto ariz) now I have to convence my PA that he needs to ;pass me off to a Renal and Endocrinologist out here in medicinesucksville.  

I am doing better, my sugar is staying between 100-150. 

Tue, Oct. 2nd, 2007, 07:42 pm
sweetgingertea: (no subject)

Well, I missed the season premiere, because I wasn't paying attention. However, I am happy to say there will be a new SVU on tonight!

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